....anddddd it's like not so fast

my beautiful city, I love you 

I hate that this happened 

my heart is broken

Are you kidding me, how on earth are we starting the new year like this

Natalie, a bartender at the bar downstairs, just looked at me with fatigue burning from the backs of her eye sockets

"It doesn't even feel like a new year, I'm exhausted"

I come here just to talk to her, to watch people watch the game 

And tonight the Sugar Bowl is on

And bourbon street reopened 

But my heart is still broken