Friday

everyone should read this

I really wanted to watch that movie the Substance but I chickened out 

I got into a weird argument with Kylie yesterday about Dom and how much I still loved him, in a sort of deep set respect way

I would obviously never date him again but she seems to take a strange offense to me caring about Dom that I don't understand 

It's so funny because c'mon, neither of us will be with him

I don't even want to, genuinely

He deserves someone who wants the house and the kids and is fully well adjusted 

Not someone like me 

But just because we didn't work as a couple, in my eyes, doesn't mean the love is just gone

I have spent more continuous waking hours with that man than I have spent with almost any other human, thanks to COVID 2020

I promise you, he and Tom are not in Germany right now dissecting the dynamics of our friendship 

I feel like women have so much more to worry about when it comes to the way we interact with men, with women, with ourselves 

With the way we present ourselves to the world 

And idk what men think about but they don't seem to be wasting their Friday nights on banal arguments like this