ordinary things

There is nothing more luxurious than waking up after the sun has risen, drinking your coffee with a Vogue splayed open on the kitchen counter 

Feeling the sunlight bathe the apartment while youre face deep into this magazine trying to figure out if those buttons on Ariana's Glinda costume are rosettes or pearls

There is nothing more luxurious than waking up after 12 straight days of inpatient service, feeling good about yourself, like there's nowhere else you should be

Idk if it's the brilliant fellow on service this week, or the incredibly loving and hilarious team I've had the pleasure of getting to know over the last month but man, yesterday even in the midst of absolute chaos, I felt so so grateful 

To be around these kind and smart people, literally saving people's lives 

Like LITERALLY 

It's hard sometimes to maintain eye contact when the fellow is teaching us about cholestasis or giving me a compliment because his eyes are really blue and hauntingly beautiful 

I aspire to his level of smart and effortlessly hilarious

To be the Ariana of this world, now what would that look like