monday mulling (over)

I was awake early enough yesterday to have checked in before the crack of dawn and gotten a boarding group that wasn't in the pits of despair

So now here I am in the middle seat next to a couple with a screaming baby (my favorite scenario) screaming at each other about how to make the baby stop screaming 

"You have to ignore her, you're letting her win right now"

I've been trying to ignore my own feelings for the past week myself, trying desperately again to not be attached to anything, to anyone, to any place, to any outcome and omg its hard

I completely get this dad's dilemma 

It's hard to ignore, when it's all you can think about