The anatomy of despair

By two years old, a person knows 200 words
then why do I lose all of mine when i listen to you
taunt me with fewer
Repeating just two
"I'm sorry"
It hurts more than it reassures
I lost more than a person
I lost a home
A person outside
the bitter uncomfortable reality of life
I miss the solace
Of knowing that theres someone outside
On a different planet almost
Who is listening
Even when I don't say a word
Hello? Are you still there?
The person you are trying to reach has a heart that has not been set up yet.