intern year

I think so often we misunderstand ourselves, our insecurities, our restlessness
I have trouble looking at life for what it is--a constantly changing landscape with opportunities to grow at every moment
For so long I was content with how my life was: I am in a great program, I had a beautiful, beautiful relationship
And I think I let it get to my head, constantly expecting more, doing less
For myself, for the people around me
I think the most unfortunate thing to happen to a person is getting everything he or she desires
I deserve this pain. And all I want is solace.

I am sorry for everything. All the hurt, all the resistance.